A Message from Sally
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of
the
operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he
going to be all
right? When can I see him?"The surgeon said, "I'm
sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't
make it."Sally said, "Why do little children get
cancer? Doesn't God care any
more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"The
surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your
son? One
of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported
to
the university."Sally asked the nurse to stay with her
while she said good-bye to son.
She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair."Would
you like a lock of his hair! ?" the nurse asked.Sally
nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it
in a
plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It
was Jimmy's
idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said
it might
help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said,
'Mom, I won't
be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little
boy spend
one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy
had a heart of gold.
Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others
if he
could."Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital
for the last time, after
spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag
with Jimmy's
belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home
was
difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She
carried
Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his
hair to her
son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal
things
back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She
laid down
across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.It
was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on
the bed
was a folded letter. The letter said:"Dear Mom, I know
you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will
ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around
to say I
LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each
day. Someday
we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt
a little
boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can
have my room
and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl
instead,
she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll
have to
buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad
thinking
about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa
met me as
soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will
take a long
time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to
watch them
fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his
pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took
me to see
GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk
to Him,
like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that
I wanted to
write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But
I already
knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed
me some
paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I
think
Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this
letter off
to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the
questions
you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God
said He was in the
same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross.
He was
right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what
I've written except you.
To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't
that cool?
I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write
some more
names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table
with Jesus
for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.Oh, I almost
forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is
all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore
and God
couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when
He sent The
Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special
Delivery!
How about that?
Signed with Love from: God, Jesus & Me.